Annoyances

This cold is kicking my ass, so I'll have to waste a few hours tomorrow with yet another unscheduled dr's visit.  (My lazy lungs aren't efficient about being able to clear themselves of all the crap in them, so a cold tends to develop into pneumonia or bronchitis) so he'll send me to the clinic next door for chest x-rays where I'll have to wait a looooooooooong time to be seen, then, I'll have to go back and wait more in his office for him to simply tell me to pick up a 'script for antibiotics.  Why not cut all the shit and simply call in a 'script for me to begin with?  I dunno - to annoy me, I guess.  People exist just to piss me off...

Another annoyance is knitting.  Since I can't find the kind of scarf I want, I am forced to knit myself one.  I don't particularly like to knit; I dislike knitting more when I have to work with more than one color (I want a black scarf with a rosebud motif, dammit); and I REALLY hate it when I can hardly see what I'm doing, so I am in the process of annoying myself by making one.

I was knitting while listening to my mp3's "Angry Shit" playlist, and Jelly started to laugh at me.  I paused it to ask him what was so funny, and he said, "You have this fierce frown on your face and you're rocking back and forth with those needles like you're thinking about stabbing them in someones' face.  Surely it can't be THAT bad!"

Yes.  Yes, it is.  Just call me Davida LaFarge and commence with the beheading of all who invented this dull craft, AND all store purchase departments who refused to carry a simple black scarf with a rosebud motif this season.

I have to wear oxygen, too.  I'm so congested my O2 level went down, down, down, so I'm back to 24/7 on the leash for a little while.  It - the cold - is also fucking with my sugar readings as I don't feel well enough to eat as much as I should with my medications, so the readings are artificially low and I'm feeling loopy half the time, and need to chew on glucose tabs (raspberry flavored wafers) to maintain a healthy reading.

The annoyances of Life...

Bleh.